Missing Woman in MommaLand

Lee-Ann Dueck | One Life Photos 2011

2011-08-06T23:52:00.000-04:00

Hey there! I have entered some of my photos in a photography contest and would LOVE your vote! You can vote once every 24 hours, which is cool. It's only two clicks, and you're done! I would be so grateful if you would!

THANK YOU!

Lee-Ann Dueck | One Life Photos 2011

Playtime

2011-07-04T18:57:00.001-04:00

Playtime
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! L ann

i love colour

Firefly

2011-06-25T16:26:00.001-04:00

Firefly
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! L ann

haven't been posting - SORRY!

2011-06-19T23:39:00.001-04:00

I'LL BE BACK...

are we there yet?

2011-05-30T21:51:00.001-04:00

are we there yet?
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! L ann

Went on a field trip with the twins today. Very hot and humid. I am openly obsessed with her braids and fly aways, here.

Trees in Bloom!

2011-05-01T18:24:00.001-04:00

Trees in Bloom!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! L ann

shooting slowly...

Out walking...

2011-04-11T23:31:00.001-04:00

Out walking...
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

He brought his sketch pas so he could draw the things he saw with his pencil, like I do with my camera. he's awesome that way.

While demonstrating what 'macro' means...

2011-03-31T15:58:00.001-04:00

While demonstrating what 'macro' means...
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

My eldest was exclaiming how impressed he is with my GIANT camera, because it has a garbage can button. (I know, I know) he was reading all of the details and wondered what macro is. So I said, "Hey Big Red come here." And I snapped this. Aside from the fact that I couldn't crop out his nostril without losing the wisp of hair, I actually LOVE this. He's got to be the most easy going cutie pie I have ever met. He's up for anything. ANYTHING. Back to the original story...this is what I showed my eldest to explain what macro is. I am super visual, he isn't so much, but we communicate just fine.

In my backyard

2011-03-30T19:21:00.001-04:00

In my backyard
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

We think it's a ground hog, but we don't really and truly know what it is. He's got a babe. We'll be calling them Willy and Sabrina. See how he stares? And note his Elvis wig.

Starting to have fun with my camera again.

2011-03-18T12:42:00.001-04:00

Starting to have fun with my camera again.
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I made the kids wait to have a cookie until I got a picture. HAHAHAHA! However, they were crowding me, so the rush was ON. I got a few, but how could I ask them to wait anymore? They all love me again. :)

there was pretty bathroom light

2011-03-16T22:03:00.001-04:00

there was pretty bathroom light
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I took the kids on a field trip to a science centre, and this is my favorite image. In the bathroom. Such lovely light in there...

sunset in march

2011-03-14T20:38:00.001-04:00

sunset in march
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I need to pick up my camera more often. That's a row of greenhouses in our back 40 (the fields and walking trail etc behind our home) I LOVE that we don't have any houses behind us!

Spring 1

2011-03-06T15:45:00.001-05:00

Spring 1
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Just love tulips.

Flickr

2011-03-06T15:44:00.001-05:00

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

why, yes, I did bake.

2011-03-05T21:22:00.001-05:00

why, yes, I did bake.
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

It's been a long winter, and I've said that 10000 times. Must find sunshine. And in the middle of wanting to crawl out of my very own skin, I baked. Made everyone feel better. And it was declared good.

Knee Socks!

2011-02-25T20:47:00.001-05:00

Knee Socks!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I've needed square crops lately. And actions. Because I want to see different things, and winter has been inside and cold and icy. Square crops make me feel 'balance' or control or something. Soon, I'll find something else to obsess about :)

Her shoes have peace signs on the ankles, and I want a pair of my own.

walking in winter

2011-02-23T12:24:00.003-05:00

walking in winter
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I saw the white on white on gray in foggy/steamy space and saw in my mind's eye this image. I went for a walk this morning to get a coffee, as I have said in the past, we have a wonderful trail that used to be the old railway behind our home. I hope they never develop it.

Anyway, life sure takes turns. Knocks the wind outta ya sometimes. Walking, alone, is what gets me through. The quiet meditative shift that begins with my legs moving in rhythm ends up seeping into my brain, turning the repetitive cycle of negative thoughts into smaller, manageable, more realistic and honest observations. ahhh. and my breathing resumes.

she's so anxious to grow up

2011-02-23T10:42:00.001-05:00

she's so anxious to grow up
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I can't believe that she lost a tooth already. Honestly, all parents say this, she's growing up too fast. I feel that way about all of my kids, but there is a different quality to her growing up. She's pushing hard to grow up. She's independent, self sufficient and determined. She expects to do things on her own.

It's tough to let her go, but she clearly wants to separate herself from me. I trust her, it's ok, and at the same time, I am worried a little. I don't want our time together to pass us bye.

Actually, her twin bro isn't so happy that she lost her tooth first. He doesn't like to come in second. Twin life has so many positives about it, but there are so many things I will never understand between the two of them, I only hope I am doing a good enough job as a mom of twins. Sometimes, I'm a bit clueless...!

eye opener

2011-02-21T13:01:00.002-05:00

please watch this.

Walk to Tim Horton's

2011-02-17T12:31:00.002-05:00

Walk to Tim Horton's
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Well, today looked sunny, until we stepped outside, then it got all overcast and greyish. BUT, now that we're home again, the sun seems to have decided to come out. Drat.

There are always so many funny things these two say and do, I really wish I could remember even one of them...

used the coffee shop blog it board (i think that's what it was called...)

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not so deep thoughts...

2011-02-17T09:33:00.001-05:00

This morning, as I was mumbling and grumbling about the dishes in the sink, the un-swept floor, the grime in the bathroom...the LAUNDRY, it hit me. This is my life. I have been battling the crap jobs for 15 years. That's a long time to battle anything, period. I must figure out some way to just lean into the housework, the nurturing aspects of it, the familiarity of it, and just accept it's there. Just accept it's going to need to happen. Just accept that by doing those tasks, I am not demeaning myself as I often less than quietly tell my children, 'I did NOT give up my career to be a house cleaner!' As though, it's the least I can be, a house cleaner. That there is no honor in it, some sort of social standing where I find myself at the bottom of the heap. I finally get it. I equate cleaning with the least honorable job out there. It's really not. This truth must find its way into my deepest bits and shift my thinking, that would be half the battle, I bet!

At the same time it dawned on me, my kids need tasks. They are old enough and capable enough to help. There are other things calling my attention, like my photography business, fostering my friendships, building networks, reading and my health.

As Spring approaches I get anxious, restless for change for purging the old and moving my body, my mind and my Spirit. Change is in the air! I will assign tasks to my capable children as they deserve to learn to clean up their own messes, to pitch in a helping hand to keep our home running smoothly, to take care of one another, and finally to take care of me. Because mom's sometimes need some nurturing, too.

L~

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365 - not really...

2011-02-13T17:08:00.001-05:00

365 - not really...
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

this is what i have to show for my afternoon....a pink tutu. with crystals. that you can't really see. she loves it! i am doing a little pink party next weekend for a few wee girls and they are wearing tutus and eating treats and letting me take pictures of them!!! how did i not make Mel a tutu before this?!

365 feb 7 guitar practise

2011-02-07T19:05:00.001-05:00

365 feb 7 guitar practise
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I am so glad that he is excited about learning the guitar. A couple of years ago we tried him in piano, and all he did was freak out. He was too tired after school and couldn't manage anything extra like that. But now, in our neighborhood we have a friend who is teaching group guitar lessons out of his home. Big Red really enjoys this. I am so relieved.

365 -

2011-02-05T14:40:00.001-05:00

365 -
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Trying to find the courage to pick up my camera, is it winter blues...? is it intimidation...? don't know.

The next few months I will be immersing myself in study - particularly composition and posing, and creativity of course!

L~

1-29 every other day, maybe...

2011-01-29T14:04:00.001-05:00

1-29 every other day, maybe...
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I love my boots. Did I say this already? I mean really really love them. They are well built and clomp clomp when I walk. They are worn looking, and fit better each time I put them on. I feel like a WOMAN when I wear them, a strong, sure of herself, don't mess with me kinda woman. And I need that. Especially right now, because I feel anything but on most days. Today, I turn 38. I had expected that by now I would have my shit together! Well, until then, I will wear my shit kickers on my feet and let them carry me around as though I were that woman, and maybe, just maybe, it WILL be.

1-25 skype

2011-01-26T21:29:00.001-05:00

1-25 skype
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

My sister moved to Calgary for work. She's a teacher of elementary age school kids, and really loves it! Since she has left, we seem to skype about once a week. The kids get a kick out of it. This is Cameron telling her about his DS.

1-21 arg

2011-01-22T00:11:00.001-05:00

1-21 arg
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Ok, I had the chance to get like 5 shots before my friend showed up to whisk me away to go 'shopping in the states'. So nothing is really clear, except that I need to smile more! And I didn't have time to really study the way Stacy did hers...so this is a freakin cheap imitation. But, do you see? I actually showed my whole face - last year, it was a chin or an eye...PROGRESS. For me, anyway!

It's the WEEKEND!!!! Phew.

1-20 illuminated

2011-01-20T23:05:00.001-05:00

1-20 illuminated
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Last week I bought myself flowers. Tonight I took pictures of them.

~the end

nothing lasts forever

2011-01-20T17:07:00.001-05:00

nothing lasts forever
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

1-19 at the Marina

2011-01-19T21:05:00.001-05:00

1-19 at the Marina
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

The kids were all in school today, even though it was a snow day. The bus company will cancel buses periodically due to the weather, and the roads were apparently too icy to navigate this morning. I made sure to have the van, and made sure to get them to school. My 11 year old wasn't impressed.

This image isn't even of my kids! Often, i have posted images of the lake and many of them have been of this spot. The lake gets cold and frozen over, and yet, I am still drawn to it. Today, I made a point of hopping into my van and driving down here with my camera.

www.flickr.com/photos/dueck6/3666976984/in/set-7215761941... I don't know which I prefer more. Both seasons bring me solace.

1-16 super happy

2011-01-17T17:11:00.001-05:00

1-16 super happy
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Ms M had a long day at school, and she's been whining a bit today. But she agreed to let me play a little, and for that I am super grateful!

{I have stopped using most of the actions I have for a long time. The last week or so, I have felt like playing again. Ms M wasn't pleased.

PS. Meet my Fry boots. I love them.}

1-15 blackberry upload

2011-01-16T20:39:00.001-05:00

1-15 blackberry upload
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I am already struggling to get a picture a day, well not really, but getting a picture I even want to move from my private viewing into a public forum. I guess the uninspired days need to be there sometimes. This year has started off on a weird note, and I sure hope to shrug off this funky feeling soon.

1-11 coffee time!!

2011-01-15T12:39:00.001-05:00

1-11 coffee time!!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

opps, i forgot to load this up. I was working 2 days a week before Christmas at a store called The Green Goose. The goose is the mascot for the town Kingsville where the store is, and she only sells things that are kind to the environment or have a good message. Thus the 'Green' Goose. (i think and write in run on sentences apparently) Well, this coffee is awesome. Here's a link to the site. VERY excellent ethical practices.

1-14 puzzle time

2011-01-15T12:24:00.001-05:00

1-14 puzzle time
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

this is j looking like he's busy. a giant Canada puzzle.

1-13 guitar lessons begin!

2011-01-15T12:23:00.003-05:00

1-13 guitar lessons begin!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

We'll see if he keeps them up. He's picking up the guitar and strumming, I hope he keeps up the enthusiasm.

365 -12

2011-01-15T12:23:00.001-05:00

365 -12
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

bad picture. but it was snowing and they were shoveling and it was late.

1-10 Date night with Big Red (fake caught up now!)

2011-01-10T22:49:00.001-05:00

1-10 Date night with Big Red (fake caught up now!)
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

He was struggling BIG time this morning. He doesn't believe he ever gets the good end of the stick. EVER. He's a middle child that got shafted when the twins arrived 5 years ago. I have some making up to do. So we went out and had 'coffee'. This is my clown. Sharp whit and a quick tongue leaves adults all around him cracking up and not sure if he just insulted them all at the same time. I LOVE him.

1-9 0r 2 of 52! a song 1,2,3,4 I love YOU! (see it? on his side!)

2011-01-10T22:25:00.001-05:00

1-9 0r 2 of 52! a song 1,2,3,4 I love YOU! (see it? on his side!)
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

click it here, to hear it!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6pW_q1PvH0

www.gingersnapsyou.blogspot.com

Winter

2011-01-09T21:55:00.001-05:00

1me
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

To the lake after a photo session. My figures got so cold they were hurting. I love this image, and may have to find a place for it in my home.

1-8 Blackberry upload!

2011-01-09T21:00:00.001-05:00

1-8 Blackberry upload!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

My Blackberry has become my back up! If I didn't get this right then, and ran for my other camera, I would have missed this opportunity. I saw a tiny blond head walk past the other side of the counter...and a tiny hand reach up clutching a utensil...and when I investigated further - this is what I saw. He's digging into whipped cream (the real stuff) straight from the bowl. blech. He had the most devilish look, too.

1-7 Head Bands Return!

2011-01-08T11:13:00.001-05:00

1-7 Head Bands Return!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I think this kid has magic sparks shooting off of him in every direction. He never seems to get hurt, even though he's done the most dangerous, crazy things you could ever imagine. His temper is quick, yet short lived. His heart is GIANT.

He is colourful and brave. Plus, his sense of fashion is to die for. :) There was a small band of shade and I had to get him right when is was in the middle of it, a tough task since he cannot sit still for anything!

1-6 my office (laughing hystarically) blackberry picture since I am LAZY today.

2011-01-07T12:30:00.001-05:00

1-6 my office (laughing hystarically) blackberry picture since I am LAZY today.
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I am laying on the bed, looking at the only canvas I have ever made for ME. My pink tulip. That there mess, is my desk. The white chair was found and repaired and repainted by husband, I just need to find the right fabric for the seat. Very exciting. If you click on the image, you will be taken to my Flickr stream. Then, and only then, you will be able to see all of my wee notes. I know, I bet you are having a difficult time restraining yourself!

1-5 part B because there are two of them and i don't feel like making a dyp/thing

2011-01-06T14:24:00.001-05:00

1-5 part B because there are two of them and i don't feel like making a dyp/thing
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

'Mom, let me do it. I'm going to make the best sandwich ever.'

I want to fix up our house so badly to get rid of the yellow and brown and darkness...all for my pictures! Does this make me a photographer? :)

1-5 they did this on tv

2011-01-06T14:21:00.001-05:00

1-5 they did this on tv
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

He told me they did this on tv only with Orange juice because it had extra vitamins, so it was ok. Um....no, Jer, it's really not ok.

1-4 not a great idea

2011-01-06T14:20:00.001-05:00

1-4 not a great idea
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Husband doesn't believe me when I tell him his son is EXACTLY like him.

Exhibit A:: husband hears a story about how his friend lit one small needle on his Christmas tree (outside in the country) and the whole thing went up in flames in seconds. Plus the heat it radiated could be felt from far away. So....he had to try it in our fireplace with a branch of our discarded tree. I was certain the glass would explode due to the heat. He though it was cool.

He did this IN FRONT of our child who must DO EVERYTHING he sees an adult do. This is why we NEVER ever do anything in front of him that we don't want him to try on his own. We can't let him see us stash things like the matches, the tools, the knives, the scissors or the tape, or chocolate chips. He'll find something to do with these things to 'see what will happen if...'

Like father, like son. Case closed.

365 jan 3 trying to get caught up - not in order...

2011-01-06T14:04:00.001-05:00

365 jan 3 trying to get caught up - not in order...
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

with chocolate on her face and uncombed hair, she's still gorgeous to ME!

2-2 Birthday Month

2011-01-06T11:33:00.001-05:00

2-2 Birthday Month
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

It's been one year, I think it went OK!

1-1

2011-01-04T18:58:00.003-05:00

1-1
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Today didn't begin all that well. A spiraling out of control line of events led to stress for everyone. Eventually, I claimed control of the day by baking gingerbread cookies and chocolate chip muffins with added goodness like apples and bananas, ground flax seeds and wheat germ :) we'll keep those additions quiet and boast about the chocolate chips! I even made a giant pot of soup which the kids turned their noses up to. Little do they know we'll be eating more and more like that form now on.

Anyway, we'll see how involved I am able to keep myself around here! Focus Focus Focus.

keeping this running through my head

2010-12-27T10:11:00.000-05:00

i don't think i'm any better than you, and i don't think i'm any worse. Ani D.

trying to figure some stuff out, and not pound myself into the ground. i'm ok.

Toes!

2010-12-10T15:13:00.003-05:00

fb3, originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann.

It's been a while...

Baby

2010-12-10T15:13:00.001-05:00

Baby, originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann.

It's been a while...

Mamma to be

2010-12-10T15:12:00.001-05:00

fb, originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann.

it's been a while...

365:: A few of my kids

2010-11-15T14:47:00.001-05:00

365::some of my kids
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Summer hats, boots, winter coats...this is what happens when I tell them to get ready for a walk. This is our back trail.

365::THE BIRDS

2010-11-15T14:42:00.001-05:00

365::THE BIRDS
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Not pretty, not composed well. Through my dirty bedroom window - the window is dirty, not the bedroom. (Darn, I know.)

The birds were dropping right in front of my window and hundreds of these birds were perched on the wires and the tree branches. SO CREEPY. Honest, they DROPPED and let the wind carry them.

Restless

2010-10-17T14:57:00.000-04:00

Either I am having a tough time coming down from the 24 hr a day rush of caring for 4 kids, or I need another hobby. I feel restless. If I look back on the last 10 years at my life, I see a woman who was scrambling from one thing to the next. Caring for twins (plus 2) was excruciatingly exhausting. I can't even begin to describe the desperation I felt at times.

And here I am now, with two days a week to get stuff done, and I am paralyzed in a sense. I am getting stuff done, but I feel so restless so much of the time. It's like I am lonely for the life I had before marriage and kids. I LOVE MY KIDS. Don't doubt that! But now that I get to slow down a bit, I really miss the old me.

I don't know who I am, now.

And I feel lonely. I have to recreate myself all over again, and that is really a lonely job. It's different now, being responsible for 4 other people and searching for oneself isn't easy. I can't be careless with my choices.

Obviously, I haven't thought this through. It'll come and just like the end of full - on, hard - core mothering has ebbed a bit, so will this. And one day, I am sure I'll wake up and look back on this and think I was nuts to concern myself with this piddly stuff.

These are my meandering thoughts this Sunday afternoon.

L~

playing

2010-10-10T11:34:00.001-04:00

playing
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

went for a walk this morning, but got side tracked and took pictures instead. Happy Thanks Giving!

365::one of a million

2010-10-09T19:03:00.001-04:00

365::one of a million
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

happy thinksgiving

Tag you'r GREEN!!!

2010-10-08T17:33:00.000-04:00

Check this out!! And. just. stop. buying. stuff. I promise, you really don't need it. Trust me.

365::something pretty on my walk

2010-10-04T14:07:00.001-04:00

365::something pretty on my walk
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Just a little something I found out and about walking today.

365::my fav things

2010-10-03T19:05:00.001-04:00

365::my fav things
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

This is a blackberry image. I love my blackberry, but I LOVE LOVE my new fall shoes. ~that is all.

Just a little giggle...

2010-09-28T14:57:00.000-04:00

This is kinda funny...

awwwww.....

2010-09-21T15:55:00.003-04:00

oh boy, i watched this over at another person's blog today, and I'm all chocked up. I am a wuss these days. but watch...think I'm crazy - you'll cry too...sorry it's a little cut off...? don't know how to fix that.

yellow

2010-09-21T13:52:00.001-04:00

yellow
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

365::sleep

2010-09-21T13:44:00.001-04:00

365::sleep
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

We headed to the beach after a walk through the woods. He and his sister were playing in the waves. He walked out of the water, lay himself down, kissed the sand and didn't move. He wanted to 'dry off'. He's a flilthy lovable mess, this one.

365::me

2010-09-21T13:38:00.002-04:00

365::me
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

ok, reality check. I handed over my camera to the twins today. I wanted to see what I really look like. I totally got a *sinking into the pit of my stomach* feeling as I looked them over. Well, what I can control is my weight, and it's time to get serious about that. And how often I smile. And maybe a haircut! *******this is NOT a call out for chipper cheer me ups. Just me being real.****** So the focus will be placed on those things and in a few months, I'll hand my camera over to my kids again, to see what they see...fingers crossed.

drama

2010-09-17T18:11:00.001-04:00

drama
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

just drama.

365::first day of school

2010-09-13T20:42:00.001-04:00

365::first day of school
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

And my last day of being a full time stay at home mom.

365::school!

2010-09-11T08:33:00.001-04:00

365::school!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

This was a weird hour or so. My van broke down in the bank drive thru and among other things, the twins had to be at school for their one hour trial date. Ack. So these are the shots I got. I was so frustrated not to get to enjoy this milestone due to the tow truck etc etc. close to tears, actually. And I am not a crier. Oh well. I actually want to get some feed back here - what am I doing wrong? Lately, my images aren't 'right'. I didn't drop my camera, I have cleaned the lens...I am doing everything the same as I always have been - so why do they look off? cc please! (editing was just a unsharp mask, a slight adjustment in levels and curves like tiny for all of the above)
help? thks

365::I took the twins to lunch

2010-09-09T19:43:00.001-04:00

365::I took the twins to lunch
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

But don't tell G. I spent a small fortune. I am feeling all messed up with this fellow and his sis starting school. I threw caution to the wind and ordered bread sticks with our meal! Rebellious! Definition 'Lee-Ann' is soon to change - and it's good, and it's bad, and it's just the way it is. I am looking forward to starting and finishing tasks that have to do with business growth. That will be FUN.
This is the closest to a real smile I could get with him. He doesn't like my camera.

365::someone I spend much of my time with

2010-09-05T16:34:00.003-04:00

365::someone I spend much of my time with
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Another good friend. She calls me on my crap. I love her for that. she didn't know I was taking this, and so it's not too sharp. i had to be quick. you can find her here.

365::Loads of Bees

2010-09-05T16:33:00.001-04:00

365::Loads of Bees
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

we planted sunflower seeds, and so many have popped up! Love them. They are loaded with bees, and if it weren't so windy, this would (maybe) have been a bit sharper.

365::Ms M.

2010-08-31T18:11:00.001-04:00

365::Ms M.
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

She's so peaceful.

365::days of summer

2010-08-31T18:00:00.002-04:00

365::days of summer
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

This is my dear heart L. We have grown up together. She and I have had our lives swooping together, than apart, then together...but never have I felt out of sync with her. She is gorgeous on the inside and out. She rocks my world with her intelligence and clarity. We were lucky enough to have a nice long quiet visit last night and to spend the morning swimming at her parent's today. She'd be annoyed that this is here, so don't tell her. ;)

kinda cool

2010-08-28T16:23:00.001-04:00

kinda cool
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I was shooting a belly session on the beach and this little dog wandered over - I just like how the lighting turned out.

365::belly bursts

2010-08-27T23:58:00.001-04:00

365::belly bursts
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

oh just one more...

Expecting at Sunset

2010-08-27T23:08:00.001-04:00

Expecting at Sunset
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

From a wonderful belly session I did this evening. Lovely golden light and a nice cool crisp breeze. Perfect evening.

L~

Expecting at Sunset

2010-08-27T23:07:00.001-04:00

Expecting at Sunset, originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann.

From a belly session I did this evening down at the water's edge. Lovely golden light!

L~

365::he did his hair

2010-08-27T13:23:00.001-04:00

365::he did hi hair
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I sent him to wash the nutella off of his face and he came back very proud that he combed his hair, too. Isn't he handsome?

365::thought i'd try one of these

2010-08-26T22:29:00.001-04:00

365::thought i'd try one of these
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

It's been a tough summer. I wish to be carefree like this kid. I wish to be brave, and honest.

L~

Join the Boob-alution!

2010-08-24T17:06:00.002-04:00

dudes, if i could do this with two (yes, twins) and NEVER give them a bottle...than you can do it with one, trust me! It's all goood.

:)

Forgiveness, Grace.

2010-08-24T15:08:00.002-04:00

I am not Morman, but I am a human. And this video spoke to my soul. Perhaps it will to you as well. Found it while skipping around on the internet...glad I did.

peace,
Lee-Ann

365::lashes

2010-08-20T16:46:00.001-04:00

365::lashes
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I love her lashes. I think she's getting tourrets syndrome like her brother and her dad. I wish it weren't true, but it's begun. It's hard to watch your kid having difficulty speaking or looking you in the eyes for all of the blinking and twitching. I love her and the steady gaze she has, but if it develops like those before her, I may have to accept that gaze will not be a part of who she is any longer. *sigh*

365::he stood still!!

2010-08-19T08:41:00.001-04:00

365::he stood still!!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

He was so mad that I made him stand still to 'click'. His shirt has a disclaimer - "I still live with my parents" meaning he's not ready to settle down just yet. They should make some men wear these! ;)

365::PRETTY HAIR

2010-08-18T16:13:00.001-04:00

365::PRETTY HAIR
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

Well, according to my 10 year old and her. Sometimes you gotta go with the flow.

365::summer fun

2010-08-06T19:13:00.001-04:00

365::summer fun
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

And thanks to Kristin, I have a cool way to make collages!! Thanks for the heads up - I totally LOVE this!

This is my serious kid, who has suddenly started to grow in height and maturity, who's voice has begun to change, who's face has started to grow a teeny mustache and blemishes...he never used to smile, he never let loose EVER.

I walked outside to see him riding around on his little brother's bike giggling and drawing attention to himself. What a pleasure that was!

I love this kid!!

dance

2010-08-05T07:49:00.001-04:00

dance
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

dance no matter who's looking, no matter what 'they' might have to say. you are beautiful, you are whole. and i love you.

operation beautiful.com go, change you.

2010-08-02T18:05:00.001-04:00

operation beautiful.com go, change you.
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

operation beautiful.com go, change you.

I went to the bathroom at Point Pelee this morning and this note was stuck to the stall door. I challenge you. :)

L~

Yum-O!

2010-07-25T22:04:00.003-04:00

I made these today! Can't wait to serve them to my family tomorrow - it's been a long time since I baked anything around here. I think they might love me again.

:)

Mothering...

2010-07-01T11:11:00.000-04:00

'...the understanding that the word mother is more powerful when it is used as a verb than as a noun. Mothering has little to do with biological reproduction - as another friend once told me, there are women who bear and raise children without ever mothering them, and there are people (both male and female) who mother all their lives without ever giving birth. The bad news is that not all of us have the good fortune to be born to our real mothers, or to stay with them as long as we need them. The good news is that, while mothers are often in short supply, mothering is not. Against all odds, despite everything that works against it on this unpleasant, uncomfortable planet, mothering is here in abundance. You can always find it, if you're smart and know where to look.'

Expecting Adam - Martha Beck

I copied this paragraph and carry it tattered all around with me, from home to home, and it moves me every time I fold open the page and slowly re-read these words. They resonate within me the way no other words ever have. They move me because I believe in my adopted heart that to mother oneself, is the gem. We look to others to fill our voids, but if we stop just for a moment and give to ourselves what we would undeniably lavish any child with - love, hugs, positivity, the hugest desire for them to see themselves as complete, good enough as they ARE - that we would all be whole people to our cores. Mother yourself today as though the word mother is a verb - an ACTION word.

Peace, Lee-Ann

alternate.

2010-06-28T21:07:00.003-04:00

alternate.
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

alternate.

365::mulberries

2010-06-28T21:07:00.001-04:00

365::mulberries
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

we have two giant mulberry bushes behind our house. They make for great privacy and stained purple feet. These are not ready for eating just yet. Ran PW soft golden sunshine action. Alternative edit up next.

365::strange and creepy yellow orange red skies tonight

2010-06-28T21:06:00.001-04:00

365::strange and creepy yellow orange red skies tonight
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

we had more tornado watches today - crazy weather around here. I didn't quite get the hue here - but it was super creepy.

365::fields of gold

2010-06-22T22:01:00.001-04:00

365::fields of gold
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I had a very long day. We all have those. But what made it so I could breath was the knowledge that I could see a good sun set coming!! A week or so ago, I was running with my running partner (yes I am still trying to keep at it!) and as we were running the annoyance kept creeping up...the light was divine. I didn't have my camera. So, tonight, I grabbed my camera, and flew out the door. This is one of the images I got. I love a good sunset. SInce our crazy weather, I can't bring myself to head down to the water...too scary...maybe this is my year to get sunsets that have nothing to do with the lake? I'm cool with that.

365::this kid's gonna break some hearts

2010-06-10T16:59:00.001-04:00

365::this kid's gonna break some hearts
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

This is one image from this past weekend. Every time I look at one of his images, I can't help but think of that cute blond boy we all had a crush on in grade 6...he even has a girl friend. The cool thing is that he is so down to earth, and sincere. I really enjoyed this shoot!

Tornado in Leamington, Ontario

2010-06-06T17:49:00.000-04:00

We had a crazy experience here in Leamington. Vast destruction, huge trees - many many - down due to a tornado. I beg you to please find a place anywhere to plant one tree this week. Anywhere at all. Just plant one, of 10 if you can... here's a link to my journey through the path of destruction... click here.

365::another of my sister

2010-06-05T19:03:00.001-04:00

365::another of my sister
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

When she was really little, maybe 6, I did her hair and makeup and hung a blanket up behind her...dressed her up and had a mini photoshoot...20 or so years later, here we are again!

365: Hello sis!

2010-06-04T23:43:00.001-04:00

365::the other sister
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

This is Lisa! One of my other sisters. This was a complete gas, I tell ya! She was all about the 'pose'. She watches too much tv...

365::lil' old me CHEERS, FRIENDS!

2010-05-30T13:52:00.001-04:00

365::lil' old me CHEERS, FRIENDS!
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I handed my camera to my friend b/c she though it was only fair that I get snapped once. I cropped out 96.2% of the shot. I am so glad to be running and biking, b/c I can't go on being over weight. Anyhooo...selfie sunday. oh, those are my 'crazy eyes' so watch it. (ha!)

out for my dear friend's birthday - had a stella and went to see letters to juliette - tears and beer - good night!

365:: my little sister

2010-05-27T12:31:00.001-04:00

365:: my little sister
Originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann

I am one of 6 kids...this is the second youngest - she is 27. I am so envious of her - she is so petite and peppy and young and FREE!! The whole wide world is open to her.

Summer Nastalgia...

2010-05-27T12:21:00.001-04:00

365::love, originally uploaded by Ginger Snaps! by::Lee-Ann.

I hope she knows how beautiful she is. Her heart it gigantic, her mind is so bright - she is a darling...